urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10 brandonowens10 brandonowens10 2006-03-12T18:00:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:12227 2006-03-12T18:00:08Z 2006-03-12T18:00:08Z back home little big town You got someone here wants to make alright<br />Someone who loves you more than life right here <br />You got willing arms that'll hold you tight<br />A hand to lead you on through the night right here<br />I know your heart can get all tangled up inside<br />But don't you keep it to yourself<br /><br />[Chorus:]<br />When your long day is over<br />And you can barley drag your feet<br />The weight of the world is on your shoulders<br />I know what you need<br />Bring it on home to me<br /><br />You know i know you like the back of my hand<br />But did you know I'm gonna do all that I can right here<br />I'm gonna lie with you till you fall asleep<br />When the morning comes I'm still gonna be right here (yes I am)<br />So take your worries and just drop them at the door<br />Baby leave it all behind<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />Baby let me be you safe harbor<br />Don't let the water come and carry you away<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />You got someone here wants to make it alright<br />Someone who loves you more than life right here urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:12023 2006-02-15T03:07:05Z 2006-02-15T03:07:05Z the marshal tucker band---cant u see am i:<br />- am i cute? <br />- am i crazy? <br />- am i lovable? ;)<br />- am i funny? <br />- am i annoying? <br />- am i psycho? <br />- am i daring? <br />- am i a good person? <br /><br />~Would you.. <br /><br />- would you hug me? <br />- would you miss me if i was gone? <br />- would you kiss me? <br />- would you make out with me?<br />- would you listen to my problems? <br />- would you be a good friend? <br />- would you be my best friend? <br /><br />would you ever.. <br /><br />- would you ever go out with me? <br />- would you ever do it again if you already have? <br />- would you ever marry me if you could? <br />- would you ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up? <br />- would you ever make out with me in a cemetery? <br />- would you ever make out with me in the rain? <br />- would you ever snuggle with me? <br /><br />if you could.. <br /><br />- if you could give me a new name, it would be? <br />- if you could do one thing with me, it would be? <br />- if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be? <br />- if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go? <br /><br />just a few questions.. <br /><br />- what do you love about me? <br />- what do you hate about me? <br />- what is my best quality? <br />- if you could change one thing about me, what would it be? <br />- what is your honest opinion about me? <br />- what would you do if i sang out of tune? <br />- what song reminds you of me? <br />- do i remind you of any characters on tv? <br />- have you ever had a dream about me? <br />- do you think i'm a virgin? <br />- if you just met me, how old would you guess i am? <br />- am i huggable? <br />- if you could give me anything, what would it be? <br />- if you could promise me anything, what would it be? <br /><br />personal.. <br /><br />- am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, ect.? <br />- if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be? <br />- when we first met, what were your thoughts? <br />- if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what would you tell them? <br />- what are my faults? <br />- what are my strengths? <br />- do you wish we were closer? <br />- why aren't we closer? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:11766 2006-02-05T02:35:14Z 2006-02-05T02:35:14Z the great divine I have run to the ocean<br />Through the Horizon<br />Chased the sun<br />I've waited for the light to come,<br />And at times I would give up<br />You have<br />Wrapped your loving arms 'round me,<br />And with your love I'll overcome.<br />You have<br />Loved me when I was weak,<br />You have<br />Given unselfishly,<br />Kept me from Falling...Falling<br />Everywhere but my Knees!<br /><br />You set me free!<br />To live my life<br />You became my reason to survive the great divide<br />You set me Free!<br /><br />I've been on Heaven's doorstep,<br />With the Door open,<br />One foot inside<br />I've cried out...God give me answers!<br />Please hush child I'll tell you why<br />You have<br />Loved me when you were weak,<br />You kept<br />Giving unselfishly,<br />Kept you from<br />Falling...Falling<br />Everywhere but your Knees!<br /><br />You set me free!<br />To live my life<br />You became my reason to survive the great divide<br />You set me free!<br /><br />Oh...our love is beautiful<br />Oh...oo...oh...Isn't it beautiful?<br />Times have changed<br />But you remain<br />My everything<br />Our Love is Beautiful<br />Stood by my side<br />Helped me survive<br />My great Divide<br />Isn't this is beautiful.<br /><br />You set me free!<br />To live my life<br />You became my reason to survive the great divide<br />You set me free! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:11367 2005-12-28T04:09:18Z 2005-12-28T04:09:18Z none JUS RANDOMS:<br /><br />well its been awile since i actually updated but i figured i wud since i aint got nething else 2 do ive got sum things 2 talk about..well here pretty recent ive talked 2 sum ppl that really confused me about sum things i dont really kno much nemore cause id ask them one thing then there BEST friend wud tell me sumthing different...but i kno there friend wud kno the ?s i asked so i guess u cud say im DONE with alot of things....<br /><br />ohh danielle dont 4get to take that movie back lol..<br /><br />well hmmm there aint much goin on sept i might b gettin on the b-ball team i hope i get 2 lol...cause i REALLY need sumthin 2 do hahah...i wont get 2 play but atleast ill have sumthin 2 do and sumwhere 2 go..lol..<br /><br /><br />i miss my papaw!!! he was like my best friend and my brother<br /><br />well i jus wanna say that here recently ive been havN sum feelings 4 sum1but i dont kno wat 2 do cause she has a bf and i dont kno how to tell her but i kno if me and her are meant 2 b then we will...ohh and its not who u all think it is either this one i aint said nothin about her 2 ne1 but 1 person and that person was a girl and i named about 5 ppl 2 her and one fo em was that girl lol....but thats all im sayN about that but im gonna go ill have 2 talk at u all l8r...<br /><br /><br />LOVE YALL...<br /><br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:11167 2005-12-20T20:23:44Z 2005-12-20T20:23:44Z none When I get where I'm going<br />On the far side of the sky<br />The first thing that I'm gonna do<br />Is spread my wings and fly<br /><br />I'm gonna land beside a lion<br />And run my fingers through his mane<br />Or I might find out what it's like<br />To ride a drop of rain<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Yeah when I get where I'm going<br />There'll be only happy tears<br />I will shed the sins and struggles<br />I have carried all these years<br />And I'll leave my heart wide open<br />I will love and have no fear<br />Yeah when I get where I'm going<br />Don't cry for me down here<br /><br />I'm gonna walk with my grand daddy<br />And he'll match me step for step<br />And I'll tell him how I missed him<br />Every minute since he left<br />Then I'll hug his neck<br /><br />[Repeat chorus]<br /><br />So much pain and so much darkness<br />In this world we stumble through<br />All these questions I can't answer<br />So much work to do<br /><br />But when I get where I'm going<br />And I see my maker's face<br />I'll stand forever in the light <br />Of his amazing grace<br />Yeah when I get where I'm going<br />There'll be only happy tears<br />Hallelujah<br />I will love and have no fear<br />When I get where I'm going<br />Yeah when I get where I'm going urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:10922 2005-12-16T22:11:49Z 2005-12-16T22:14:57Z make em say uhhhh How come we dont talk no more we dont really keep in touch at all,i dont even feel the same love from ya, u mean 2 tell me that all the years we been down there aint no way or how this bull cant b true we were like family,after all we been through when u went down i went with u, whenever sum1 saw one of use they saw the other, we were so close like bonney and clide we done it all, i jus wanna kno wat happend we went though it all 2gether u even had the same child hood i did, now i feel a vibe i jus cant describe it much as my pride tries 2 hide it, when i try 2 talk it seems like u got ice in your voice and i dont like it jus how come we dont talk nomore, i think i kno were we grew apart was when u started hangin wit her and u was smokin wit her and when u all was out u actin like u was married 2 her, knowin that she was wit sum1 must ve hurt ur pride or somethin cause u wont even act like u kno me, i am really ur friend im jus tryin 2 tell the truth and i aint sayin nothin but somethins changin and its u and im tellin u i aint changin ill b ur friend till the end im jus telln u that i will waste my time on these snales in diskies cause ur a friend worth keepn i htnk its aweful wat ur doin with ur life but it seems when i go 2 play u look away u cant look me in the face..i jus wanna kno how come we dont talk or hang out no more?<br /><br /><br />thats sum of a song that says alot thats goin on with one of my closest friends..i wanna jus man dont throw away 10 years of a friend ship thnk back wen we was in 2nd grade when we started 2 hang out 3rd grade when we started out trouble 4th when we started hangin wit each other 5th when we realized we were the funniest kids in school 6th when we played ball 2gether 7th when we ran the school 8th wen it was all wat we wanted 9th in high school it was the best we goofed with every1 everybody knew us man 10th we stayed out all night and jus acted like fools 11th i got u hooked up with the girl u was craZ about and it seems after that u never talked 2 me nomore...so dude i jus want u 2 kno that this is wat i thnk and after all we been through i cant understand y u wanna do sumthin like this ...so jus hollar back at me man and let me kno wats goin on...<br /><br />YOUR BEST FRIEND STILL<br /><br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:10565 2005-12-12T15:44:09Z 2005-12-12T15:44:09Z none hey well i figured it was time 4 an update since i aint updated in awhile..well not much has happend since i updated last time i had court 2day that went pretty good the cop dropped teh tickets and gave me a big speech about joy ridden lol...but other than that im a free man hahhaaha....he aint gonna get me agin lol...ive been thinkin about sum things about sum1 here lately and i dunno wat 2 do about it i guess ill figure somethin out..lol...well i didnt go 2 the christmas dance so i cant talk about that lol..i didnt have ne1 2 go with so i didnt go lol...but ahh i guess it aint so bad i still have prom 2 go 2 and even if i dont have ne1 2 go w/ im still goin haha....im lookn 4 sumwhere 2 move in lol...like 4 a place 2 rent or buy so if u all kno newhere i cud get let me kno...newhere is fine with me..but i guess that wud b my update ill update agin b4 2 long haha...welp im out<br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:10320 2005-11-23T23:24:34Z 2005-11-23T23:24:34Z Ain't Found A Way To<br />Kill Me Yet<br />Eyes Burn With Stinging<br />Sweat<br />Seems Every Path Leads Me To <br />Nowhere<br />Wife And Kids And Household Pet<br />Army Green Was No Safe Bet<br />The Bullets Scream To Me From Somewhere<br /><br />Here They Come To Snuff The Rooster<br />Yeah Here Come The Rooster<br />You Know He Ain't Gonna Die<br /><br />Walkin' Tall Machine Gun Man<br />They Spit On Me In My Homeland<br />Gloria Sent Me Pictures<br />Of My Boy<br />Got My Pills 'Gainst <br />Mosquito Death<br />My Buddy's Breathin' <br />His Dyin' Breath<br />Oh God Please Won't You Help<br />Me Make It Through<br /><br />NOW THATS AN AWESOME SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:10128 2005-11-14T00:18:55Z 2005-11-14T00:18:55Z nickleback...rockstar I’m through with standing in line <br />to clubs we’ll never get in<br />It’s like the bottom of the ninth <br />and I’m never gonna win<br />This life hasn’t turned out <br />quite the way I want it to be<br /> <br />I want a brand new house <br />on an episode of Cribs<br />And a bathroom I can play baseball in<br />And a king size tub big enough <br />for ten plus me<br /> <br />I’ll need a credit card that’s got no limit<br />And a big black jet with a bedroom in it<br />Gonna join the mile high club <br />At thirty-seven thousand feet<br /> <br />I want a new tour bus full of old guitars<br />My own star on Hollywood Boulevard<br />Somewhere between Cher and <br />James Dean is fine for me<br /> <br />I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame<br />I’d even cut my hair and change my name<br /> <br />‘Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars<br />And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars<br />The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap<br />We’ll all stay skinny ‘cause we just won’t eat<br />And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars<br />In the VIP with the movie stars<br />Every good gold digger’s <br />Gonna wind up there<br />Every Playboy bunny <br />With her bleach blond hair<br />Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar<br />Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar<br /> <br />I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels<br />Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes<br />Sign a couple autographs <br />So I can eat my meals for free<br /> <br />I think I’m gonna dress my ass <br />with the latest fashion<br />Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion<br />Gonna date a centerfold that loves to <br />blow my money for me<br /> <br />I’m gonna trade this life <br />For fortune and fame<br />I’d even cut my hair <br />And change my name<br /> <br />‘Cause we all just <br />wanna be big rockstars<br />And live in hilltop houses <br />driving fifteen cars<br />The girls come easy and <br />the drugs come cheap<br />We’ll all stay skinny <br />‘cause we just won’t eat<br />And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars<br />In the VIP with the movie stars<br />Every good gold digger’s <br />gonna wind up there<br />Every Playboy bunny <br />with her bleach blond hair<br />And we’ll hide out in the private rooms<br />With the latest dictionary and <br />today’s who’s who<br />They’ll get you anything <br />with that evil smile<br />Everybody’s got a <br />drug dealer on speed dial<br />Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar<br />Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar<br /> <br />I’m gonna sing those songs <br />that offend the censors<br />Gonna pop my pills <br />from a pez dispenser<br />When they ask why I drink all day <br />I’ll say because I can<br /> <br />I’ll get washed-up singers writing all my songs<br />Lip sync em every night so I don’t get ‘em wrong<br />Then listen to the fans tell me how damn good I am<br /> <br />I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame<br />I’d even cut my hair and change my name<br /> <br />Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars<br />And live in hillltop houses driving fifteen cars<br />The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap<br />We’ll all stay skinny ‘cause we just won’t eat<br />And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars<br />In the VIP with the movie stars<br />Every good gold digger’s gonna wind up there<br />Every playboy bunny with her bleach blond hair<br />And we’ll hide out in the private rooms<br />With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who<br />They’ll get you anything with that evil smile<br />Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial<br />Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar<br />Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:9744 2005-10-23T13:58:29Z 2005-10-23T13:58:29Z WEll it looks like the anonymous person thinks that they ve caused me 2 break up with lynn lol...they couldnt b more wrong about that...i think i kno who the guy that likes her is but i aint sayin nothin cause its none of my buisness...but i want every1 2 kno that i didnt break up with her 4 that girl or whoever has been leavin me those comments that would b pretty dumb dont u think i mean i dont even kno who that is or if its a girl lol...so who ever is doin this its not because of u i broke up with lynn i did that on my own...so u can stop sayin all this stuff bout colors and stuff like that lol...but i do like the color green haha...<br /><br />thats the end of that...<br /><br /><br />well not much is new besides what u see above and there aint much new in my life ahhaha besides i 4 got 2 check the oil in my truck and bout ran it all out lol...my dad cept on tellin me 2 check it hahah but i never rememberd lol...it didnt tear it up though so its still in good shape....but other than that nothin is new things are goin good so far but i dunno what 2marrow might bring no1 does...but i dont worry about that till it gets here and i wont worry about it till it happens so ill leave yall with this put ur faith and love in the lord and he can carry ur burdins he has helped me through a lot and i KNOW he can do the same 4 u all nomatter who u r or what uve done in the past hes a 4giving god and he always has he always will b...but i love u all nomatter what uve done 2 me or said 2 me and god loves u all 2...so leave the anonymous comments out from now on and talk 2 me like a person and not sum1 i dont kno cause it wud b easier 2 talk about things if i knew who u all were lol...but i guess this is how its got 2 b...im ok with that its not that big of a deal...so im gonna end this update this is prob my last but one day when all this anonymous stuff quits ill update agin lol...so heck it dont really bother me in the 1st place so this is probably not my last hahha...sooo i gues ill talk at u all l8r<br /><br />LOVE U ALL!!!!<br /><br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:9490 2005-10-05T23:59:59Z 2005-10-05T23:59:59Z You never looked so good<br />As you did last night<br />Underneath those city lights<br />There walking with your friend<br />Laughing at the moon<br />I swear you looked right through me<br />But i'm still living with your goodbye<br />And you're just going on with your life<br /><br />[chorus]<br />How can you just walk on by<br />Without one tear in your eye<br />Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me<br />Maybe that's just your way<br />Of dealing with the pain<br />Forgetting everything between our rise and fall<br />Like we never loved at all<br /><br />You, i hear you're doing fine<br />Seems like you're doing well<br />As far as i can tell<br />Time is leaving us behind<br />Another week has passed<br />And still i haven't laughed yet<br />So tell me what your secret is<br />To letting go like you did, like you did<br /><br />[chorus]<br /><br />Did you forget the magic<br />Did you forget the passion<br />Did you ever miss me<br />Ever long to kiss me<br /><br />[chorus]<br /><br />You, you never looked so good urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:9348 2005-09-22T15:07:24Z 2005-09-22T15:07:24Z none well not much has gone on since i updated last i jus got my internet back i had 2 hook up my old computer cause something's wrong with the dell lol...ive not done much sept set around ive got my truck on the road ive been drivin it around sum...and that about it...ok there has been sum1 leavN me comments that i dont kno who they are...they wont tell me lol...i wish sum1 cud tell me who it is or the person whos doin it cud tell me..lol....i REALLY wanna kno who it is cause ive got sum1 in mind who it might b and if its that person i wanna kno cause i might feel the same way...i dont wanna give u mixed feelings cause if its not the person i think it is then i might not feel the same way...i dont wanna b mean or nething but i cant see how right now aint a good time to tell me who it is if u really liked me or cared or watever u feel lol...ud let me kno instead of makin me guess i aint gettin mad or nething but im just wantin 2 kno who it is...lol...but if its the one i think it is i wud wish they wud hurry up...or this whole thing might b a joke some1 might jus b doin this to get me goin lol...if it is this aint funny lol...but that aint all that has been botherin me here lately i think im startin to have strong feelings for a certain sum1 i aint gonna say who cause ya never kno it might b the one leavN these comments but if it aint i guess its ok cause from the looks of things ive got sum1 to who cares about me ALOT...i wud like to have sum1 in my life that cares about me as much as i do about them ive only had that feeling once in my life and i wud love to have it agin...so if whoever is doin this wud tell me it wud really make my day lol...but i can only hope that its someone that means what they say...about that one person im havin strong feelings 4 its not important who that is...i aint givin no hints or nothin...that is it lol...that dont really narrow it down cause theres like 30 ppl in pound hahaha but no1 knos about this one i aint told nobody not even my closest friends lol...so this is like the anonomys comments that wont tell me who it is lol...but mayb if that person tells me and its the one im talkin about ill tell ya but if its not ill tell ya...so ill keep every1 informed lol...but i thnk im gonna leave it at that u all leave me sum comments and let me kno wat u think about all this lol...<br /><br />well im out i love ya, <br /><br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:9152 2005-09-01T03:16:50Z 2005-09-01T03:16:50Z So you sailed away<br />Into a grey sky morning<br />Now I'm here to stay<br />Love can be so boring <br /><br />Nothing's quite the same now<br />I just say your name now <br /><br />[Chorus]<br />But it's not so bad<br />You're only the best I ever had<br />You don't want me back<br />You're just the best I ever had <br /><br />So you stole my world<br />Now I'm just a phony<br />Remembering the girl<br />Leaves me down and lonely <br /><br />Send it in a letter<br />Make yourself feel better <br /><br />[Chorus]<br />But it's not so bad<br />You're only the best I ever had<br />You don't need me back<br />You're just the best I ever had <br /><br />And it may take some time to<br />Patch me up inside<br />But I can't take it so I<br />Run away and hide<br />And I may find in time that<br />You were always right<br />You're always right <br /><br />So you sailed away<br />Into a grey sky morning<br />Now I'm here to stay<br />Love can be so boring <br /><br />What was it you wanted<br />Could it be I'm haunted <br /><br />[Chorus]<br />But it's not so bad<br />You're only the best I ever had<br />I don't want you back<br />You're just the best I ever had<br />The best I ever had<br />The best I ever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:8845 2005-07-25T02:48:53Z 2005-07-25T02:48:53Z hey, lately ive seen on sum girls lj that they want a guy to call them beautiful and stufflike that...well i think i need 2 put sumthin bout me needN a girl..<br />i need a girl that will b trustfull and honset with me...i want a girl 2 b as craZ over me as i am over her i want 2 tell me that shes not afraid to tell me she loves me even if it is in front of her mom and dad i wish i cud find a girl that wouldnt cheat on me a girl that wud tell me she loves me more everytime she sees me and cant b with me long enuf...i wish i cud find the angel that will bring me out of this slump in my life i wanna feel the love i had once b4 i wanna have the love that will never fade i wish i cud find sum1 to love agin i want sum1 2 b there when i need em 2 b sum1 closer than a friend i want sum1 i can stay up all night talkin 2 about nething i want a girl i can call mine and she aint afraid 2 tell that im hers...cause i kno i can find me a girl but i want one that will b there and not 4get me when times get hard arguments come and go but love will b there and i want sum1 that i can love...<br />one day ill find her and ill b the happiest guy in the world...there will b no cloudy days as long as i have her 2 hold...one day itll b sunny..<br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:8519 2005-07-04T20:03:31Z 2005-07-04T20:03:31Z Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me. It can only be one word. No more. Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you!<br /><br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:8336 2005-06-27T15:05:44Z 2005-06-29T01:59:58Z none hey ive seen some quotes on ppls live journals and i figured that i would do the same...here are sum quotes...<br /><br /> "If I ever saw an angel, it was in your eyes."<br /><br />"I'll sweep you off your feet, and make God regret he left an angel behind."<br /><br />"Beauty is not based on how attractive we are to everybody else, but how attractive we are to ourselves, for one cannot think other people think they are full of beauty unless they know they are beautiful too."<br /><br />"Only God's creations can compare to the beauty that I see in you! My love for you is infinite, without limits."<br /><br />"The greatest gift to my eyesight is having my eyes set on you."<br /><br />"As I looked upon the starry sky, I searched for a star that would match your beauty, but of all the stars, I could not find one."<br /><br />"For my eyes have been mistaken, for this to be true, an Angel so low, an Angel so bright, for it's as if God himself, has stolen two stars from the night sky, And hid them within your eyes, so one day you shall see, the beauty within, the Angel I see, but above all, you have became, the Angel of my heart..."<br /><br />"The alphabet starts with ABC; numbers starts with 123, but love starts with you and me."<br /><br />"I long for your touch, the smell that reminds me of you, and yesterday; the point in time where it stood still and love harbored our hearts for a single moment."<br /><br />"They say, 'A picture is worth a thousand words,' but when I saw yours, I was speechless."<br /><br />"It's a feeling I can't explain; you're like a girl out of my dreams but yet you seem to be just out of my reach and ever since you walked into my life I've just prayed it will all work out in the end."<br /><br />"You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love. The running across fields into your lovers arms can only come when your sure they won't laugh if you trip."<br /><br />"I see the sunset and think of you. I see everything and think of of you. One date, one chance, that's all I ask. Please be Mine."<br /><br />"When two souls, that have shed their loneliness, embrace and melt into one; from out of loneliness, love is born."<br /><br />"If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO."<br /><br />"My biggest fear is never loving anyone again the way I loved you."<br /><br />those are some of my favorite quotes that ive seen here and there...i hope yall like em 2...<br /><br />Heres a poem that really says alot...<br /><br />A second chance is all ask<br />A chance to explain to you<br />That when we broke up<br />Deep inside, I didn't want to<br /><br />You're the only one<br />Who has made me happy<br />You're the only one<br />Who makes me feel so alive<br /><br />I know you might not care<br />But the love I have for you<br />It's real<br />More real than anything<br /><br />I've tried to move on<br />But I can't just yet<br />Something in my heart says<br />That things dont have to be this way<br /><br />I don't just love you as my lover<br />I also love you as my friend<br />Before all this crap happened<br />I could talk to you about anything<br /><br />Now we can talk about nothing<br />This wall of silence between us<br />Kills me everyday<br />So here's my idea:<br /><br />I know its going to take time<br />But lets start over, rebuild our trust<br />You dont have to say you love me<br />Just please, I beg of you<br />give me one last chance<br />A chance for love again<br /><br />leave me sum comments... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:8085 2005-06-19T17:10:33Z 2005-06-19T17:10:33Z nun well i figured id update since i had nothin better to do lol....well last night i went up lynns house and met her WHOLE family lol...i have 2 say there the coolest, i felt right at home they didnt really kno but but the way they are made me feel like ive known em my whole life...i didnt really kno neones names but im sure ill learn em..i hope i get the chance to lol...well lynn said her step dad liked me which is an unusual thing lol..cause they said he rarely likes ne1 which made me glad lol..im glad he dont hate me and want to kill me or nethign like that lol...but lynn said he does...and when i was leavN he told me to come up agin and that he hopes to see me sum more...it was fun though i played nfl street with this one lil kid named shane he kicked my butt hahaha 101 to 80 hahaha then i raced lynn at this game called burnout 3 she cheated ahha and won...jus playin lol...i think they took advatage of me up there lol...they got me playin games ive never played b4 and kicked me around ahhaha but it was fun i laughed at em makN fun of me lol...that one kid shane kept makin fun of me haha that made me feel bad hahaah but not in a sad way hahha but i had fun and i hope that i cud get the chance to go back up there and spend sum time with em...and another thing her mom kinda tricked me into playin a game lol..one where she asked a bunch of ?'s haha its ight cause i aint got nething to hide haha she asked every ? namable haha but it was cool...i told the truth on all ?'s...but i did tell the truth and i aint gonna keeping nething from em...but im gonna go ill update agin one of these days lol....<br /><br />i love you lynn<br /><br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:7719 2005-06-14T02:15:37Z 2005-06-14T02:15:37Z none hey everyone i figure its time 4 an update lol..since that seems 2 b the main request hahaha...well alot has happend since the last time i updated..incase u havent herd me and lynn has started datin i REALLY like her..she s gone to North Carolina shes been gone ever since school has let out and i havent got 2 see her NONE...she finally gets to come back 2mar..thank god...but i hope she really cares about me...i hope me and her last 4 a good while i really like her...well thats all that has really happend so far...<br />heres a song 4 lynn..<br /><br /><br />If love was a river<br />And I was a drowning man<br />Would you get in the water<br />Would you lend me a hand<br />If love was a river<br />Would you sit on the land<br /><br />If love was a mountain<br />High above this town<br />Would you climb to the top<br />Would you never look down<br />If love was a mountain<br />Would you go around<br /><br />Love rarely knocks so many times upon your door<br />And heaven only knows if it will come back anymore<br />If love was a firefly<br />Sitting in your hand<br />Would you laugh when it twinkled<br />Let it go again<br />If love was a firefly<br />Would you understand<br /><br />If love was a party<br />With everyone you know<br />Would you dance if I asked you<br />Would you smile and say no<br />If love was a party<br />Would you even go<br /><br />Love rarely knocks so many times upon your door<br />And heaven only knows if it will come back anymore<br /><br />If love was a fast train on a one-way track<br />Would you turn in your ticket<br />Would you never look back<br />If love was a fast train<br />Would you even pack?<br /><br />love ya lynn urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:7651 2005-06-03T18:55:27Z 2005-06-03T18:55:27Z eagles Every night I'm lyin' in bed <br />Holdin' you close in my dreams <br />Thinkin' about all the things that we said <br />And comin' apart at the seams <br />We try to talk it over <br />But the words come out to rough <br />I know you were tryin' <br />to give me the best of your love <br /><br />Beautiful faces and loud, empty places <br />Look at the way that we live <br />Wastin' our time on cheap talk and wine <br />Left us so little to give <br />That same old crowd <br />Was like a cold dark cloud <br />That we could never rise above <br />But here in my heart I give you the best of my love <br />Oh sweet darlin' you get the best of my love, oh <br />Sweet darlin', you get the best of my love <br /><br />I'm goin' back in time <br />And it's a sweet dream <br />It was a quiet night <br />And I would be all right <br />If i could go on sleepin' <br />But every mornin' <br />I wake up and worry <br />What's gonna happen today <br />You see it your way <br />And I see it mine <br />But we both see it slippin' away <br /><br />You know we always had each other baby <br />I guess that wasn't enough <br />Oh, but here in my heart <br />I give you the best of my love <br />Oh, sweet darlin' <br />You get the best of my love <br />Oh, sweet darlin' <br />You get the best of my love <br />Every night and day, <br />You get the best of my love <br />Oh, sweet darlin' you get the best of my love <br />Oh, sweet darlin' you get the best of my love.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:7178 2005-06-01T17:26:55Z 2005-06-01T17:26:55Z i think about u day and night i cant get u out of my mind when im with sum1 else i thnk about u wat i long 4 is to hold u and call u my own, i want to b the one u think about and want to b with cause i want u to b the one that holds me and tells me she wants no other..i long for those days when i can call u mine and b able to tell everyone that im urs and only urs and i want to hear ppl say that couple is the best ive ever seen there so happy together i kno if u were mine ud b the happiest girl ever id make sure of it i want no other i long 4 no other like i long 4 u...so hear me out i dont want to scare u i want to b with u...<br /><br />well this is all i have to say im out...<br /><br />L8R,<br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:6667 2005-05-28T16:59:58Z 2005-05-28T16:59:58Z none well i figured it was about time for an update hahah...so im gonna do this thang and i guess its gonna b a ong one i dunno yet depends on what i end up sayin..well i really dunno where to start about wat to talk about except that ive been doing pretty good here lately...ive been thinkin here lately bout sum stuff and i really dunno what to do..i want a street bike but to get 1 ill have to get rid of my truck so i can buy it haha soo im kinda confused on it hahah..well i finally met sum1 her name is lynn sturgill shes pretty cool to i like her ALOT, she likes a lot of the same things i do..so i thnk we might get along pretty good...i wish i wuda found out somethin b4 i did anothere thang i aint syin wat it is but i kno i wish i knew somethin b4 i done that...and i think that i messed up with sumthin but i dunno what i can do now..but neways i jus want every1 to kno that i love yall and that 3rd wave doesnt quit when school is out its all year long 365 days a year on every thursday so u all that use to come please come back its gonan b awesome were gettin a new look and everything so u all come check it out i hope to see u all there....i kno this is a short update but i cant think of ne thing else to say so im gonna go love yall l8r.<br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:6567 2005-05-10T11:35:15Z 2005-05-10T11:35:15Z TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!<br /><br />u ALL better get me something hahhaa jus playin...but seriously though get me sumthin...<br /><br />welp im 18 2day....DANG im gettin old hahaha but thats all i have 2 say sum1 sing me the happy birthday <br /><br />song...<br /><br /><br />im out <br /><br />OWENS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:6168 2005-04-22T03:09:11Z 2005-04-22T03:09:11Z blake shelton this song says a lot to me and i hope u all understand wat its about!!<br /><br /><br />It's your life <br />You say you need a change <br />Don't all the dreams we've seen, come true mean anything <br />You say it's different now <br />And you keep staring at the door <br />How can you walk away <br />Don't I matter anymore <br /><br /><br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Chorus: <br />If being free worth what you leave behind <br />And if it's too late for love to change your mind <br />Then it's good-bye time <br /><br />If we had known <br />Our love would come to this <br />We could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted years <br />Well its been fun <br />What else can I say <br />If the fellings gone words won't stop you anyway <br /><br />Repeat Chorus <br /><br />Good-Bye Baby urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:5929 2005-03-31T02:10:58Z 2005-03-31T02:10:58Z hey every1 i figured it was time for a update on my lj...my spring break was borring REAL borring hahaha...i had NOTHING to do lol....right now things are good except my papaw is real sick he has fluid around his heart so u all pray for him PLEASEi dunno what i wud do w/o him he's my papaw and i love him so please pray for him...but other than that its goin good....there aint much that has happend here lately but i kno one thing im lovin this weather haha...im startin to get close to sum1 agin and im really glad that me and her are startin to get close agin...i dont really kno what else to type..school is goin good i hope i pass that sol i had the otherday im really nervouse bout that...things around the house is ok same ol things nothin new..ive been playin ball every now and agin haha i aint that good but its somethin to do lol....ohh and i got my odessy goin it was goin good 2 till i got the bright idea to jump it hahaha cuz it busetd the back tire and now im rideless haha..except 4 my motorcycle and my truck but the oddessy was the best lol...for those that have sseen it kno wat im tlakin about hahah....ohh and another thing i got my hair cut but i dont like it i thnk i look like an R tard haha/...jsu playin BUT seriously though i dont like it hahha...i dunno what else to say lol...umm i dunno wat else to say..jus dont give up on god if u think he aint listenin he is and if uve been prayin give it time cuzz theres sum reason it aint happend yet and it will in his time but jus dont give up on em....and i wud like to invite everyone to come to 3rd wave its on thursdays at 6 30 its located behind the movie theatre in wise...u all shud come its an aweseom place to feel god...and if u use to come please start back agin id love to see u all agin well thats all i can think about to write..so im out..I LOVE U ALL <br /><br />OWENS" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandonowens10:5720 2005-03-22T21:52:43Z 2005-03-22T21:52:43Z delirious Discipline is the bullet in my gun.<br />Freedom is the thing that keeps it fun.<br />I'm trying hard to shed my other skin.<br />And wash away the hurt that lies within.<br />When sadness feels so strong,<br />And hope does not belong.<br /><br />All you need is love,<br />A little love to get us through.<br />All you need is love,<br />Just a little love, to get us through.<br /><br />Regulate the info in my herd.<br />Keep my hanging from this tiny thread.<br />Without a prayer, i'm going down.<br />Beneath the waves where men are lost and found.<br />When happiness is gone,<br />And hope does not belong.<br /><br />Loving you is the only way.<br />Living you is my everyday.<br />When sadness feels so strong,<br />And hope does not belong.<br />Everything we lose and find,<br />is hidden in the sinking sand.